you know who i love - nobody 
you know who i trust - nobody 
you know who i fear - nobody 
i prayed a thousand times 
he never answered me 
do you think i've sinned 
in the eyes of the lord 
he never did shit for me 
i stand alone in this world 
trust and faith 
so long forgotten 
you and i 
we are forsaken 
just fucking kill me 

put me out of this pain